I Imagine

There are times when I am completely lost, and all the roads seem have closed on me. I could find no one who would show me a way out, a way that I seek to walk, to find some light in the end. But then it is only the darkness that I get, and a deafening silence, that I follow till the end. The end, which is nowhere near. Though there are faces, who call me from the darkness, they want to be my friends, take my hand and lead me to the light, but such a recluse I am, that I ignore them, and I'm left alone with all my absurd thoughts and feelings. Then I just close my eyes, and find myself resting in your arms. The same way I used to, as when a little child I was years ago. I now see the light coming from the end, with my eyes still closed. The fog starts clearing and all the roads, I see, now lead to my destiny. The voices that called out to me from the dark, have now turned to well acquainted faces, my friends. My reclusiveness is all gone and, life, in a ...

So, he was the best part of my life. All the troubles weren't his. But now he is different from me.He is so ignorant and happy. I know everything but don't know the reason for this sadness.He is so beautiful and I am so ugly. He doesn't care for any body but I am so jealous. I always see him laughing and giggling at me. He always tells me about what I was then and what I have become now.He always cries when he feels that I am hurting him, but honestly I never felt that I am doing so.I never used to think about him for so many years but my solitude always reminds me of himand whenever I see him crying for me I start crying myself. But again I am so jealous because he can show his tears to the world but I cannot.He has pals around him to make him laugh again but who is there for me?I remember the days when he was a part of my life-The Best Part of My Life! Yes, he was once I, he was my childhood. And I want him to return to me again.Hey Dear - Say you will return to me.