Why is he Different from me?

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So, he was the best part of my life. All the troubles weren't his. But now he is different from me.He is so ignorant and happy. I know everything but don't know the reason for this sadness.He is so beautiful and I am so ugly. He doesn't care for any body but I am so jealous. I always see him laughing and giggling at me. He always tells me about what I was then and what I have become now.He always cries when he feels that I am hurting him, but honestly I never felt that I am doing so.I never used to think about him for so many years but my solitude always reminds me of himand whenever I see him crying for me I start crying myself. But again I am so jealous because he can show his tears to the world but I cannot.He has pals around him to make him laugh again but who is there for me?I remember the days when he was a part of my life-The Best Part of My Life! Yes, he was once I, he was my childhood. And I want him to return to me again.Hey Dear - Say you will return to me.

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Neha Natu Sharma said…
Hey dear, Why have you stopped writing? :)
January 5, 2011 at 5:13 PM
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